Showing posts with label health. Show all posts
Showing posts with label health. Show all posts

Tuesday, March 24, 2015

Running for My Life


Running a few miles has always been a symbol of strength and great health for me, of overcoming painful limitations. After chronic pain from multiple car accidents, each recovery was checked off as I reached the 2, 3, 6 mile marks with a smile and a fist pump in the air. Each winter hibernation ended with a trusty 2 mile reunion with my body. I am that weirdo on the hamster wheel (treadmill, whatever) with a big, goofy grin as I sweat because to me running is freedom. It means that my body is strong and free and that makes me happy, even as I grunt, drool, and wheeze through that last quarter mile.

I was feeling stronger than ever, healthy and free and light. Until the Really Bad Stuff happened. I entered a dark time of anger with my body, surgeries, recoveries, and tears. I was stripped of my power and crippled with fear and panic. I kept telling myself I was okay, telling family and friends "I'm fine, drop it."

Looking back, I can now see that I was not fine. I was muddling in molasses, the dark time lasting 2.5 years. I would panic on the way to yoga class and drive home. I would plan to run and then simply run in the opposite direction of the gym, hiding on the couch. My body and personal power grew weaker and weaker, making the thought of ever running again increasingly overwhelming.

When I showed up for my first day of personal training, the fear was heavy in my gut. I felt like it could actually kill me if I walked through the door. I took a deep breath. I did it anyways. I vowed that I would just show up, I would see what was hiding deep inside me, and I would pray the angel of death to pass over me as I held plank pose for what seemed like forever.

About 6 weeks since I walked through that door, I am changed. The hope is settling in that even if I'm still not completely okay, that I can and will be more than okay soon. The promise of power is coursing through me, prana flowing as I just keep breathing.

(Cue Chariots of Fire)

Last week, I just kind of felt like running 2 miles after a pretty challenging yoga class. So I did. Then, this past weekend I thought I'd just see if I might be ready for a 5K this coming weekend by going for the 3 mile run. If you're not a yogi, this may sound crazy to you, but I even patted my body, thanking it for the strength, loving it for all of its miraculous glory. And then the impossible happened. Sweating, wiping snot from my nose with my sleeve, wheezing, grunting, gasping, I just kept going. 2.75 miles and I sped up, letting my legs fly out in huge strides of freedom.

3 miles!

If the other gym members knew what that moment meant (instead of thinking how gross that she wiped her nose with her sleeve), they would have been cheering. If my life were a movie, it would be a major scene in the comeback montage. My life is not a movie, so instead it was just the goofy smile as the tears snuck out of the corners of my eyes and the feeling gently washed over me that I might finally be okay again, stronger even.

It's more than "working out." It's showing up, facing my fears and weaknesses over and over again and proving to myself that I'm so much stronger than I knew. That I have, and always will, overcome. Just breathing, healing, showing up, running it off, letting it go. Letting it go. Letting me grow.

Tuesday, February 10, 2015

Are you there Wellness? It's Me, Laura

It’s been over a week since the cleanse “ended” and Guess what? I’m still going! Feeling much better, I’m still following the rules in my actual, daily life. This is a first! In the past, whenever discipline has numbered days, I’m counting down and getting ready to pat myself on the back, then go joyously face first into to old habits (like cheese pizza!) But this time it really clicked that those habits weren’t serving me anymore.

I was fantasizing about eggs- that was one of the hardest things for me to give up. But once I gave myself permission to have it, my conscience decided to stay consistent with my values. I just couldn’t stop thinking about the male baby chicks. And now I feel stronger, more happy, more me.

This is a little embarrassing, but I’ve even been making an effort to give myself pats on the shoulders, the legs, to tell my body that I love it and that I love taking good care of it. I almost feel like I have to reassure my body that it can trust me again after all I’ve put it through.

What’s been really eluding and annoying me is that I’m still tired. I thought about writing a displeased letter to Ms. Kathy Freston of the 21 Day Quantum Wellness Cleanse until I remembered what I did differently last time. I was exercising like a maniac, running 10Ks, going regularly to yoga, and lifting weights.

In my head, I know the benefits of getting moving. I’ve blogged about it and have even called it “the secret to life” when active. But oh, to get a body out of its inertia. When I’m exercising regularly, I wonder how or why I ever stopped, but when I’m not, I wonder how or why I was able to choose that over the couch.

As usual, BKS Iyengar helped put the importance into perspective for me:
“As long as the body is not in perfect health, you are caught in body consciousness alone. This distracts you from healing and culturing the mind. We need sound bodies so we can develop sound minds.”
So, knowing how my mind works and the power of healthy rewards, I joined a weight loss challenge at my gym. It’s a Biggest Loser kind of thing, where the person who loses the highest percentage of weight will win a trip to Vegas! It goes until May and has really been helping me to get moving. I’m feeling more energy creeping back and I’m getting excited. It may not be the most balanced thing in the world to join a weight-loss focused event like this, but now that better nutrition is in place,I can focus on my next big challenge and I know, just like with the cleanse, I’ll be carrying better habits into my daily routine. And that's where the balance comes in.
“So while you are sweating and aching, let your heart be light and let it fill your body with gladness. You are not only becoming free, but you are also being free. What is not to be glad about? The pain is temporary. The freedom is permanent.”  -BKS Iyengar, Light on Life
It's easy to be discouraged by the “temporary” pain. The muscles start crying, then the brain says, “why have you let this happen again, you …?!” But this time, I’m not listening. I have a contest to win. Patting and massaging those aching muscles and telling my body it will all be okay, I’m gonna keep on going, still digging for that Wellness, that fabulous friend named Health. I can hear her whispering nearby…

Monday, January 12, 2015

Day One- Powerfully Letting Go of Cravings


I hope you are feeling better than I am. My belated family Christmas was yesterday and seemed to be perfect timing to say goodbye to things like wine (I said goodbye to about 4 glasses), meat (in a parade of pretty much any way I could want it- I had to say goodbye to all the ways,) and of course every freakin' thing was cheesy (I told my aunt I ate so much cheese my eyeballs hurt.) And don't forget dessert! The way I feel today is reminding me exactly why I'm doing this cleanse. I want to truly find the BALANCE so I don't have to feel like this again.

As much as we might want to retreat, it is possible to fit this new way of eating into everyday life. Just today, I was reading a passage about yoga that also made me think about food. In Light on Life, B.K.S. Iyengar writes,
“Many associate yoga with a rejection of the world, its responsibilities, and commitments, and with extreme austerity leading even to self-mortification. But is not the greater challenge and greater fulfillment to be found living in the world with its tribulations and temptations, and at the same time to maintain both balance and self-control in the everyday life of a householder?”
 As good as it felt to just “be normal” and eat like everyone else, it also felt like physically hurting myself to appease others. The indulgence was delicious and felt good...for a very short time. Of course it's easier. And the more I read about food marketing, I find that it's confusing and exhausting on purpose. I'm tired of being called “picky.” I caved to the gluttony of yesterday and the stomachaches, the headaches, the lethargy of today. 

My goal in this cleanse is to flex my discipline muscles, learn what my body really needs, and eventually find the balance Iyengar speaks of in everyday life, even after the cleanse is over, even during family parties.

By now, your cravings might be talking to you a little bit. Maybe even more than a little. This is not a time to make big decisions or to have life-determining meetings. You might feel a little bit cranky as your addictions try to scream for your attention. Your body wants its fix(es)!

Right now we are eliminating our usual craving triggers as we break out of our habits of eating and ways of thinking (or not thinking) about food. We are more powerful than food, surely! If you feel a caffeine headache, just think about how strong you are to give up a substance that has such a powerful hold over you. After a few days, you will conquer it. Give yourself a little hug for being awesome.
To be honest, I thought something was wrong with me when I first gave up caffeine. Kathy Freston wrote that it would probably be a few days of headaches, but I had a full two weeks of excruciating headaches and feeling like I could fall asleep at any time. I was wading through molasses just to get through the day. Forget intelligent conversation. Forget exercise. I was wondering why I was doing it. But then… I started sleeping beautifully, deeply. The heightened sense of anxiety and irritability left me. I could have a kind conversation with my husband in the morning before drinking my coffee. I could even think creatively without coffee. What? It’s true.

The cravings and withdrawal will go away, I promise. Just wait until week 3! You’ll be feeling SO GOOD.

How would you like a delicious recipe that you can leave in the slow cooker and come home to a delicious, gluten-free, vegan meal? No animals were harmed in the making of this meal. Alcohol free, too! Mmmm.

"No Hurry Vegetable Curry"

1 Tablespoon peanut oil
2 large carrots, sliced on a diagonal
1 medium yellow onion, chopped
3 garlic cloves, minced
2 Tablespoons curry powder
1 teaspoon ground coriander
1/4 teaspoon cayenne pepper
2 large Yukon gold potatoes, peeled and sliced  (I will be using about 10 small red potatoes)
8 ounces green beans, ends trimmed
One can Chickpeas (Garbanzo beans) - 15 oz, drained and rinsed (or dry soaked overnight)
One can diced tomatoes, 14.5 oz.
2 cups vegetable stock
1/2 cup frozen green peas, thawed (or fresh snow peas)
1/2 cup canned unsweetened coconut milk
salt

1. Heat the oil in a large skillet over medium heat. Add the carrots and onion, cover, and cook until softened, about 5 min. Add garlic, curry powder, coriander, and cayenne, stirring to coat.

2. Transfer the vegetable mixture to a slow cooker. Add the potatoes, green beans, chickpeas, tomatoes, and stock cover, and cook on Low for 6 to 8 hours.
(If not using a slow cooker - perhaps boil or bake the potatoes prior and add in the last 5 minutes of sauteeing. I would recommend cooking everything in a pan for about 1/2 hour so that the tomatoes can get less sour. Since there is not the benefit of the tomatoes mellowing for hours, you may want to add a bit of agave nectar or approved sweetener that is NOT sugar or artificial flavoring.)

3. Just before serving, stir in the peas and coconut milk and season with salt. Taste to adjust the seasonings.

Borrowed from: Fresh From the Vegetarian Slow Cooker

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

A Refreshing Way to Welcome Fall

With the changing of the seasons, this is a great time to participate in a cleanse – a stepping out of your food habits and giving your body a break from working so hard on digestion.

The ancient Eastern wisdom of Ayurveda recommends simplifying both physical and emotional elements in your life.  For the physical, you can avoid canned and frozen foods for a week, opting for very simple foods, like soup, rice and beans, or just vegetables, focusing on one type of simple food for the whole week.  For instance, make one giant pot of soup and eat it all week.  If you can, omit cheese, milk, and coffee.  Drink only water and tea. 

On the emotional/mental side, this is a wonderful time to take extra special care of yourself.  Get a massage, make sure your house is clean to refresh yourself visually, use a sauna/steam room every other day, go outside in nature as often as possible and enjoy the quiet, listen to gentle music, release any negative emotions, turn off the TV, and find a yoga class or other gentle exercise to get your energy moving.  Ayurveda recommends cleansing for one week, though many other cleanses you can find go anywhere from 7 days to 28 days.  It’s all a matter of finding what works for you and your schedule, but still refreshes your system for the new season.

It is part of our American culture to rush ahead always, constantly pushing ourselves on from one thing to the next.  Our bodies are naturally in tune with the changing of the seasons and even the changing from day to night.  This is an important time to recharge- to let yourself get ready for the new season and take a little breath.

The most nurturing way you can kick off your cleanse is to make some homemade soup completely from scratch.  It is not difficult to make soup stock, it just takes some time to stick close to the kitchen mainly to stir and initially to chop.  Please enjoy this step by step recipe from last year, towards the middle of the post. It even has pictures.  The top is a little embarrassing, as it’s titled “Get Silly and Make Some Soup (from Scratch)!”  But enjoying yourself and having some fun is important, too! 

Also, the post is labeled as “Day 13” of a 21-day Cleanse from Kathy Freston’s book Quantum Wellness Cleanse.  If you are interested in participating in a 21-day cleanse, start here  and follow day-by-day.  You’ll find the cleanse posts in July and August 2012.  There are recipes each day to support the cleanse, as well.

However you decide to do it, this is the time to honor your body, your emotions, and the seasonal change from summer to fall.

*This article was originally published in the Geauga Family Farms CSA Newsletter in my weekly column, Creative Cooking for an Organic Life

This post is linked to Party Wave Wednesday at HolisticSquid.com!

Thursday, June 27, 2013

Summer, Delicious Summer!

It’s that wonderful time of year again!  The beautiful veggies from Geauga Family Farms CSA are making me jump up and down with glee this week.

There is nothing like fresh, local, organic produce that I can feel so good about eating on a physical AND spiritual level.

“In the eye of the cook or the gardener or the farmer who grew it, this food reveals itself for what it is: no mere thing but a web of relationships among a great many living beings, some of them human, some not, but each of them dependent on the other, and all of them ultimately rooted in soil and nourished by sunlight.”
– Michael Pollan, In Defense of Food: An Eaters Manifesto

Pollan also writes, “To shop at a farmers’ market or sign up with a CSA is to join a short food chain and that has several implications for your health.  Local produce is typically picked ripe and is fresher than supermarket produce, and for those reasons it should be tastier and more nutritious.”

It’s true!  I made my delicious Spaghetti with Roasted Tomatoes and Herbs and now it’s finally summer!  I even cut up the garlic scapes (those curly green things in the picture – they are the tops of garlic and are milder) and added them with parsley and basil.  It was delicious!

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Caffeine's Catty Side and Lemony Lentil Soup

Once again, I’ve underestimated my old friend, caffeine.  What a sneaky frenemy.  She is so toxic!  No matter how nice she croons; begging me to take just one little sip, she’s just waiting to make me feel like crap again.  Bitch.

So, I caved for just a moment, thinking, “What harm would one little cup do?”  I was having breakfast with friends, everyone was drinking coffee, blah blah blah, excuses.  I slipped and took a sip.

No matter how many times I prove it to myself, I still can’t believe it.  Two days later and I’m sleeping like crap with exponentially increased anxiety and grumpiness.  SERIOUS grumpiness.  I’m waking up groggy and wishing for “just a cup today.”  After just one cup of coffee!!!  And I really only drank half.  I wish I’d at least made it a salted caramel mocha – this crappy feeling is totally not worth a regular, boring cup of coffee.  When will I learn????

As I mentioned in an earlier post, Caffeine is evil.  Seriously, she is smiling while plotting behind your back.

Kathy Freston shares (in Quantum Wellness Cleanse) that Caffeine:
  • Is a central-nervous-system stimulant
  • Affects perception, mood, and behavior
  • Raises dopamine, increasing feelings of pleasure, but depleting future stores of dopamine, making you need more and more
  • Blocks adenosine receptors, which calm you and help you sleep, leading to anxiety, restlessness, and inability to sleep (but it does not take away the need for sleep.)
  • Exhausts the body by stimulating adrenaline production, also raising cortisol (stress hormone)
  • Extended overuse of caffeine leading to stress fatigue and high levels of cortisol can lead to:  lowered thyroid function, cognitive problems, decreased bone density and muscle tissue, higher blood pressure, lowered immunity, raised inflammatory reaction in body
According to Freston, “The very things we take caffeine for – more energy and mental focus – are sacrificed over the long term by ingesting it.”

I just made my own lentil soup and was so excited that I wanted to share with you.  This was much easier than most soups I make.  It's very flavorful.  I’ve always dreamed of making soup as good as Aladdin’s and I think I’m pretty close.  Let me know!

Laura’s Lemony Lentil Soup (Vegan & Gluten-Free)
Serves 4-6
Ingredients:
1 TB extra virgin olive oil, plus 2 TB for later
3 medium onions, diced
1/8 cup white wine
2 potatoes, peeled and diced
2 stalks celery, diced
2 cloves garlic, diced small
1 tsp oregano (dried)
1 tsp basil (dried)
1 tsp parsley (dried)
1 bay leaf
1 tsp Kapha seasoning (optional – my favorite Indian spice – you can buy it from the Chopra center)
6 -8 cups vegetable broth  (I started with 6 and added more as the lentils ate the broth)
½ lemon, peel washed thoroughly
1 apple, cored and quartered
1 ½ cups lentils
½ cup spinach
¼ cup fresh chopped parsley
Salt and pepper to taste (I barely needed to use any at all.)

1.    In a stock pot, add 1 TB EVOO and sweat onions on med-low for 10 minutes, medium for 10 minutes, then back to low for another 10 min.  Stir often to avoid burning or sticking to the pan.

2.    Deglaze by pouring in white wine and stirring the onions.

3.    Add celery, potatoes, garlic, and lentils and toss with the remaining 2 TB of EVOO.

4.    Add dry spices (save fresh parsley for garnish).

5.    Add broth.

6.    Add lemon, apple (if desired), and bay leaf.

7.    Simmer for 1 ½ to 2 hours, stirring occasionally.

8.    Stir in spinach and remove from heat.  Let sit for a couple of minutes and add more veggie broth if too thick.

9.    Serve topped with fresh parsley.

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Life, Gymnastics, and Another Cleanse

 
When I was five years old, I walked the balance beam for the first time in gym class.  As I found the stability, rather impressed with myself, I tried sticking my right leg out behind me.  Next thing I knew, I had lost my footing and landed with all the weight of my body directly onto the beam – between my legs.  I still remember the fiery, pulsing bite of the pain.  I think my special place was bruised.

Too often, balancing through life seems just like that.  And you have no choice but to get back up on the beam.

My solution for now?  Back to cleansing!  Instead of 3 weeks as before, I am extending to 6 weeks with the hope that these wonderful changes will become life-long habits instead of joining Sisyphus, constantly pushing the giant rock up the hill again and again. 

I’m also looking for equilibrium in smaller, more mundane ways.  A rough day is rewarded with an hour-long bath full of luxurious bubbles, soft music, and a book.  Home late too many nights?  Cancel the hair appointment to cook dinner and relax.  One little change at a time as I’m teetering on the beam, finding grace and stepping carefully.

My cleanse rules are the same as before.  I have given up gluten, alcohol, coffee, all animal products, and added sugar.  This time, I am adding yoga classes 5-6 days a week.  It’s only been about 1 ½ weeks and already I feel lighter, taller, and less achy.  I’m still waiting on the incredible energy that I had last time, but I remember the first two weeks are a bit more challenging as the toxins are leaving the body.  As always, I'm missing cheese, bread, and coffee the most!

I will check in as often as I can – I’ve missed this blog!  I hope that you have, too.

Below you will find a really nice breakfast recipe to keep warm during these snowy winter months.  It’s decadent and satisfies the grain cravings without actually using any grains!

I substituted almond milk for the soy and added the milk much sooner because I like thick, warm cereal.  You can also add chopped nuts.
Rainbow chard on the side is a great compliment to get in some extra greens - kale, mustard greens, spinach, or swiss chard would work too.

Enjoy!  It's delicious and soothing.

Hot Quinoa Cereal with Warm Spiced Soy Milk
Serves 3-4

Ingredients
1 cup quinoa
2 cups filtered water
2 cups organic soy milk
1/2 teaspoon ground ginger
1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon
1/4 cup maple syrup

1. Put the water and quinoa in a small saucepan and bring to a boil over high heat.  Reduce the heat and simmer, stirring occasionally, until the quinoa is tender and the mixture thickens, about 20 minutes, adding more water if necessary (this is where I added the almond milk).

2. When the quinoa is almost done, put the soy milk ginger, and cinnamon in another small saucepan.  Warm the mixture over low heat.  (Instead, I added all into the main pan)

3. Divide the quinoa among 4 serving bowls.  Pour the warm soy milk over each serving and drizzle with maple syrup or honey.

It tastes decadent, but is really a healthy start!

From Eat Taste Heal - An Ayurvedic Guidebook and Cookbook for Modern Living

Monday, August 27, 2012

Easing Into Health

Recently, a friend emailed me: “My life is too busy to participate in the full cleanse right now, but can you offer some advice to help get me started on a healthier track?”

You, too, may have deemed the vegan cleanse a bit too intense at this time in your life, but would like to take baby steps towards a healthier lifestyle.  

Following is my advice based on where I started three years ago, after reading Michael Pollan’s In Defense of Food: An Eater’s Manifesto.

Pollan’s advice boils it down to the basics: “Eat [whole] food.  Mostly Plants.  Not too much.”

Look for whole foods- try to get away from prepared meals with powdered mixes.  Replace with brown rice, quinoa, and other complex carbs.  Pollan further explains the meaning of “whole foods” in his book Food Rules
“Avoid food products that contain more than five ingredients,”
“Avoid food products containing ingredients that a third-grader cannot pronounce,” and
“Don’t eat anything your great-grandmother wouldn’t recognize as food.” 
Basically, the more ingredients and the bigger the words on the package, the worse for you and less food-like it is.
My friend Colleen also read In Defense of Food and made simple changes like these.  She recently wrote to me, “The way that Christians have accepted Jesus into their hearts, I have accepted that every day I need to eat veggies and walk.”  She has lost more than 40 pounds over the last year.  Every little change you make, every conscious bite, every step you take- makes a difference!
For breakfast, try to alternate between oatmeal and smoothies (fruit or 50% fruit, 50% any veggies you like.)  If you have an egg breakfast on a weekend, try to use organic, free-range eggs and real potatoes for hash browns.

Most important things to cut out entirely:
•    Sugar and sugar’s ugly relatives (especially High Fructose Corn Syrup – HFCS- never eat that, even if you re-introduce sugar.)
•    Lunch meat – it is highly processed and has really gross chemicals in it.  If you can, lighten up on the bacon, too (for the same reasons).  I know that’s a tall order, so do your best.
•    White flour/white bread – White flour is highly processed, just like sugar, making your body process it too quickly and wreaking all kinds of havoc on your digestive system.  OatNut bread is good and much better for you.  I’ve heard a lot about sprouted bread being really healthy, but I’m still working on finding the right brand for me.
•    Hydrogenated oil, partially hydrogenated oil – if this is listed as an ingredient, drop it like it’s hot.  This is one of the most dangerous chemicals in our food.
•    Vegetable oil

Reduce:
Meat – Pollan recommends, “Treat meat as a flavoring or special occasion food.”
When you do, opt for free-range & grass fed (it’s better for you and tastes better, too.)  The main thing is, don’t think of it as needing to accompany every meal.  First reduce to one meal a day with meat, then maybe you will be able to declare one day a week a vegetarian day.  Replace with beans, lentils, or meat substitutes (Morningstar's Black Bean Burgers are wonderful.)  Consider omitting meat as you discover the delicious new substitutes and as your taste buds adjust to less meat.  Not only is it good for your diet, it’s good for the environment, too. 
The Environmental Defense Fund explains, “If every American skipped one meal of chicken per week and substituted vegetables and grains, for example, the carbon dioxide savings would be the same as taking more than half a million cars off U.S. roads.”

Add fish to replace beef and chicken as often as possible.   Avoid farmed fish and opt for wild.

Reduce Beer (don’t hate me!)  It contains the most simple, streamlined carbs you can get.  Bad for blood sugar and bad for bellies.   You don’t have to give it up completely, but reduce as much as you are able.

Also, avoid using the microwave.  It may actually change the chemical make-up of your food and there are still studies being done on the effects of the radiation.  Plus, the food tastes better and has a much better consistency when you use the stove or the oven and most things don’t take that much longer.

Your dinner plate should be ½ veggies, ¼ grains, and ¼ protein. 

Some good snacks:
•    Organic tortilla chips & salsa
•    Popcorn -not in a microwave bag – you can pop with oil on the stove and drizzle with a little olive oil or butter, and sprinkle with salt.  It feels indulgent, but is so much better than chemicals in the microwave.  Air-popped is even better, but making it on the stove is one of my fun things that keeps me from feeling deprived.
•    Raw veggies with unsweetened, natural peanut butter
•    Fruit
•    Whole wheat (or gluten free) crackers and unsweetened, natural peanut butter

And finally, try to walk after each meal if at all possible.  Move as much as you can, whenever you can, even if it means using a Wii fit, dancing in your bedroom, or even doing calf raises at your desk.  I recommend walking for 20 minutes each day, then increase to 30, 60, and adding additional activities.  My personal favorites are running, yoga, and dancing in my living room.

Why is it so important to make these changes?

“The three most common causes of death in [America] – heart disease, cancer, and stroke- have all been linked to the standard Western diet, rich in animal products, refined carbohydrates, and processed food.” – Scott Jurek

By eating whole foods- mostly plants- and omitting processed “food”, you can make positive strides in health for you and your family.

These are my "Cliffs notes" after three years of reading, cooking, and journeying towards a healthier lifestyle.

Other recommendations by Colleen:
Bob Greene's The Best Life Diet (contains a journal to reflect and get to deeper food issues)
David Kessler's The End of Overeating (discusses the chemical manipulation of food companies to make us want more of their food)

Monday, August 6, 2012

Day 16 – Your Love for Sugar is Unrequited


This is really awkward… I’m so sorry to have to be the one to tell you this, but your sweetheart, Sugar – she’s never going to love you back.  As a matter of fact, your SweetTart, your Love, your Sugar…has been trying to kill you for years.  I know it must be hard to hear.  But from what I can see (the attempted murder and all), I’m not sure it’s going to work out between you two…

“Sugar is like crack, and food manufacturers know that if they add it to their products, you’ll keep coming back for more.” – Skinny Bitch

White sugar, often called an “antinutrient” actually steals nourishment from your body.  It leaches vitamins and minerals from your blood and bones.  That’s why you get cavities, as I’m sure you know, but it also leads to bone loss, depression, and weak blood.

Additionally, “Refined sugar, a simple carbohydrate, has been linked to hypoglycemia, yeast overgrowth, a weakened immune system, hyperactivity, attention deficit disorder, enlargement of the liver and kidneys, mental and emotional disorders, cavities, and an imbalance of neurotransmitters in the brain.” – Skinny Bitch

Not bad enough?  White sugar is associated with cancer.  “Cancer cells swarm to sugar like bees to honey, because it is an important source of food for them.” – The Engine 2 Diet, Rip Esselstyn

Sugar contributes to insulin resistance and diabetes, where your “blood sugar remains high, but your cells are starving.” – Kind Diet

Also according to Alicia Silverstone: “Sugar makes you fat…Because excess refined sugar converts to fat, every soda, every cupcake, and every candy bar is going straight to your thighs.”

Rip Esselstyn agrees, “When sugars are refined, adulterated, and processed, they become empty calories: They contain almost no nutritional value, can raise cholesterol levels, and make a beeline for your waistline.”

Did you know that it was the arrival of refined flour and sugar that brought disease to isolated areas?  “Western diseases followed closely on the heels of the arrival of Western foods, particularly refined flour and sugar and other kinds of 'store food.'…When one Western disease arrived on the scene, so did most of the others and often in the same order: obesity followed by type 2 diabetes followed by hypertension and stroke followed by heart disease.” – In Defense of Food, an Eater’s Manifesto by Michael Pollan

According to Kathy Freston's Quantum Wellness Cleanse, “the most important thing to realize  is that no matter how out of balance your system is, even if you have type 2 diabetes, you can do a great deal to get healthy again by cutting out sugars, refined carbs, and high-fructose corn syrup, and by exercising regularly.” 

Continue to avoid:
  • Soda (Deemed “Liquid Satan” in Skinny Bitch)
  • Store-bought cookies, cakes, or pastries
  • Candy
  • Condiments that contain sugar or high fructose corn syrup (HFCS), which is processed even more than refined sugar
  • Ice cream or frozen yogurt
  • Other words for refined sugar on packages: evaporated cane juice, sugar, brown sugar, high fructose corn syrup, corn syrup, honey, barley malt, or beet sugar.
  • Also, a tip from The Kind Diet: “All ingredients ending in “-ose” should be considered white sugar: Dextrose, glucose, sucrose, maltose, and fructose are all simple sugars.”
Kathy recommends avoiding fruit juice because “it contains high concentrations of naturally occurring sugar.”  If you really love your juice, I have a trick to share that was taught to me by my good friend, Arlyn.  Pour yourself ¼ glass of juice, then fill the rest with water or sparkling water.  You get the flavor, but much less sugar.  It’s especially good with pomegranate juice, which has a strong flavor.

If you get a craving for sweets, these are some delicious substitutes:
  • A piece of fruit (mango, apple, peach, banana, grapes, whatever you like!)
  • You might just be thirsty – have some water with a squeeze and slice of lemon (or soak some cucumbers, oranges, or lemons in water for a couple of hours in a pitcher- so refreshing!)
  • A spoonful of unsweetened, natural peanut butter- this has been my lifesaver.  It tastes sweet and indulgent and the high protein and healthy fat keeps me full.
  • Agave nectar (actually contains vitamins and minerals and does not affect blood-sugar levels), maple syrup, molasses, Stevia, brown rice syrup, Turbinado sugar, and raw sugar.  Do not use artificial sweeteners.  More on that tomorrow.
Today's meditation is below the recipe.

My dad used to start this sauce at 6am on Sundays to serve the family (early) dinner.  Everyone loved getting an invitation to Joe’s for pasta!  The longer it simmers, the sweeter it gets- that's one of the secrets.


Joe-Daddy’s Famous Sauce Goes Vegan!
2 TB olive oil
3 medium onions, diced large
4 cloves garlic, diced large
1 yellow bell pepper, diced small
9 roma tomatoes, skin peeled and crushed by hand (or a 32 oz can whole tomatoes)
1 small can tomato sauce (8 oz)
1 small can diced tomatoes (16 oz)
1 small can tomato paste (6 oz)
1 TB oregano + 1 tsp
1 TB basil + 1 tsp
2 tsp dried parsley + ½ tsp
½ TB garlic powder
½ tsp crushed red pepper
1 bay leaf
2 TB Molasses
Gluten-free Pasta of your choosing (quinoa pasta, brown rice pasta, etc.)

1.    Heat the oil on medium.  Once hot, add the onions.  After about 2 minutes, add the spices (oregano, basil, parsley, red pepper & garlic powder- use the first measurement – the second comes later.)  Stir.

2.    Once onions are getting soft (about 3 more minutes), add the garlic and stir for 30 seconds until fragrant.  Immediately add the crushed tomatoes.

3.    Add tomato sauce, diced tomatoes, tomato paste (fill can once with water & add), bay leaf, and Molasses.

4.    Bring to a gentle boil, then reduce heat to very low and simmer with lid tilted for 2.5 to 4 hours, stirring every 15-20 mins.

5.    Add diced yellow pepper and spice measurements after the “+” sign (oregano, basil, parsley) and simmer for another 1-2 hours.

6.    Make pasta according to package directions.  After straining, spoon 3 large scoops of sauce into the pan with the pasta.  Mix to coat.  Serve on plates and then add several generous scoops of sauce to top the pasta. Sprinkle with a dash of red pepper flakes, if desired.

Save some for tomorrow's recipe - you should have quite enough.

Today’s post on sugar is dedicated to my Love.  I caught that damn mistress Sugar trying to poison him again and I just wish he would stop loving her so blindly…
And to Jess G.  You can do it!

Dedicated especially to Joe-Daddy.  I didn’t share all your ingredients, so don’t worry!  I know you are chuckling about the ones I still don’t know…Thanks for teaching me to make real sauce.  I know you’re with me every time I make it and I hope you can hear me talking to you while I stir in a  little extra love.

Kathy’s Meditation:
I choose wisely.  I am more than just a body on autopilot.  I am a thinking, rational, strong person who has pointed myself in the direction of ever-evolving wellness.  I am no longer willing to do things just because they feel superficially or temporarily good.  I want to experience a deeper sense of satisfaction now, which includes being responsible to myself and to the world around me.  I know that sweating it through this period of discomfort will pay off.    I choose wisely, and with each day, that wisdom lifts me to a higher level.”

Thursday, August 2, 2012

Day 12- Food for your Spirit


There is a sacrosanct quality to taking something into your body to nourish it.  Treat the foods you eat with the respect they deserve.”- Eat Yourself Super, Dr. Todd Pesek

You’ve made it through eleven days!  We are more than halfway there, and I’m sure you’re starting to feel amazing.  Have you started noticing a more kind, spiritual connection yet?  I know that I was surprised by it the first time I did the cleanse.  I felt, and still feel, more gentle in the world and proud of myself.

“By giving up meat and dairy, you withdraw your support from industries that take a toxic toll on the environment and on the well-being of your fellow humans…By not eating animals, you are reducing the needless suffering that occurs in the world, on many levels.  Whether or not that’s a priority for you, isn’t it nice to know that being good to yourself benefits others?  You’ve arrived at the place where kindness to yourself meets kindness to the earth meets kindness to other creatures, and that’s pretty cool.  Abstaining from animal products is a profound act, with physical, emotional, and even spiritual benefits.” – The Kind Diet, Alicia Silverstone

Kathy writes that by changing a few eating habits, we also align our behaviors with our spirituality, our sense of values.  She encourages us to keep our eyes – and our hearts- open and to think deeply about everything that goes into feeding ourselves the diet that we’ve grown accustomed to.  In this way, we become more conscious eaters.  She writes: “Just slow down enough to ponder the big picture, and soon enough, it will begin to come into focus.”

The reason that I have posted a new recipe every day is to share with you how abundantly delightful vegan, and even gluten-free eating can be.  You have traded in brown and gray colored foods for the colors of the rainbow, for vegetables so delicious they make you crave more, grains that are nourishing and make your body sing, like quinoa and brown rice, new sources of protein like black beans, black-eyed peas, chickpeas, seeds, and nuts.  An avocado can taste like butter and is wonderful on top of spicy, Mexican dishes in place of cheese.  I never used to like green beans until I found the recipes I’ve shared with you.  This has been a great opportunity to reach outside of my comfort zone and to try new vegetables and recipes. 

In Eat Yourself Super, Dr. Todd Pesek writes:
“There is no substitute for home-prepared, close-to-nature whole foods…plant based, nutrient-dense, calorie sparse.”   He also says, “When you love people, feed them.  But only yummy, healthful food.”

Kathy urges us, before sitting down to eat, ask yourself:
How can I eat in a way that is kind, responsible, and attuned to the needs of my body?
What can I do to bring my life to the highest vibration possible?

Kathy’s Meditation:

I open my eyes so that I might heal.  What a powerful statement.  It means I am ready to confront the darkness within (the parts of myself that care only about immediate or personal satisfaction) and darkness in our world.  By nudging myself to open my eyes, I will begin to see what needs to shift on a fundamental level.  By healing myself and becoming more aware and thoughtful about my choices, I am also offering that light and healing outward into the world.”

It was really hot today, so I was in the mood for a nice, light veggie salad.  This is one of my go-to recipes.

Light Summer Tomato Salad
3 tomatoes, diced large
1 avocado, diced large
½ medium onion, diced or sliced
1 large cucumber, diced large
1 TB Apple Cider Vinegar
2 TB Good Olive Oil
2 TB Fresh Italian Parsley
1 TB dried oregano
1 tsp garlic powder
½ tsp onion salt
Salt & pepper to taste
plus a couple handfuls of walnuts

Mix together, let marinate for 10-15 minutes, serve and enjoy!



We had the tomato salad with grilled corn on the cob and grilled bell peppers.  Tastes like summer!


Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Day 11 Makes the Cheese Monster Cry and Say Goodbye

Free yourself from dairy and animal products.

As I mentioned in an earlier post, my nickname used to be “The Cheese Monster.”  My sister and I could polish off an entire 24 pack of Kraft singles in two days.  Judging by the fact that I was at a hefty 140 pounds in 5th grade, it was probably more me than my sister… When I was diagnosed with dairy allergies in 6th grade, I listened to the doctor and stopped eating dairy products for 6 months.  I lost 30 pounds!

Unfortunately, after about a year, I rediscovered my love of cheese and suffered from constant sinus infections, headaches, never being able to breathe through my nose, and…well…a constantly uncomfortable tummy.  I thought it was normal.

Dairy is NOT normal.  We are the only species that drinks milk after infancy and the only species that drinks the milk of other species.  And why did we pick cows?  Cows produce the largest quantity of milk and it’s more economic to house them than elephants.  (“Lucky elephants!” say the cows.)

“Cows’ milk, by design, grows a 90 –pound calf into a 2,000 pound cow over the course of two years.  It allows calves to double their birth weight in forty-seven days and leaves their four stomachs feeling full.  Sounds more fattening than human milk, right?  It is.” – Skinny Bitch

According to Freston, “So-called ‘2 percent’ milk may be 2 percent fat by volume, but it’s about 33 percent by calories, which is what actually matters.”

Remember all those nasty pesticides, hormones, antibiotics, and steroids I mentioned yesterday that are in your meat?  By eating dairy products, it is just as bad as though you ate the meat directly.  As a matter of fact, Eggs have 10 times the hormone content of meat and dairy, along with a hefty dose of cholesterol and very possibly, salmonella.

Dairy products have been linked to osteoporosis, allergies, acne, anemia, anxiety, arthritis, attention deficit hyperactivity disorder, autism, fibromyalgia, headaches, heartburn, indigestion, irritable bowel syndrome, joint pain, poor immune function, ear infections, colic, obesity, heart disease, diabetes, autism, Crohn’s disease, breast and prostate cancers, and ovarian cancer.

Dairy can have a strong, crazy hold over us.  This picture was not taken during the cleanse!



I know that you are still saying, “but CHEEEESE!  What would I do without cheese pizza?”  That’s because you’ve been drugged.  Casein, present in cheese, eventually breaks down through digestion to become casomorphins.  Yeah, like “morphine.”  So casein is an opiate, sending pleasure to your brain, soothing you and making you want more.  You had no choice but to equate cheese with love.  Not only are you drugged, but casein and milk proteins have been shown to “dramatically increase blood cholesterol and its associated lesion that leads to heart disease.”  Not bad enough for you?  It also promotes cancer development.

T. Colin Campbell is responsible for the China Study, one of the most significant studies on the pitfalls of animal products and their link to cancer and other diseases.  After one of his clinical experiments, he wrote, “Even when huge doses of cancer-causing toxins were given to study subjects, tumors grew only when they were fed casein.”

The American Cancer Society recommends eating mostly plant sources and to limit high-fat foods, especially from animal sources, if you want to reduce the risk of cancer.

But your doctor said that milk “does a body good,” right?  Did you know that medical doctors receive less than 3 hours of training in nutrition, according to a Senate investigation?  So they are buying the garbage that those who profit from our drinking milk are spending millions of dollars to advertise.

As a matter of fact, milk actually leaches calcium from the body!   Where are the lowest incidences of osteoporosis on earth?  Surely America, since we drink all that milk, right?  WRONG.  Dairy –free countries. “The more milk a population consumes, the weaker its bones get.”  Yes, milk has calcium, but at the same time it also releases even more of it.  According to The Kind Diet, “Meat and dairy are the chief causes of osteoporosis, not the cures.”

So how to get your calcium?  Easy!  Eat fortified grains, kale, collard greens, mustard greens, cabbage, kelp, seaweed, watercress, chickpeas, broccoli, red beans, soybeans, tofu, seeds, and nuts.

Calcium Milligrams per 100-gram serving:


Butter
20
Whole Milk
118
Chickpeas
150
Collard greens
203
Parsley
203
Soybeans
226
Almonds
234
Sesame seeds
1160

“The Chinese, throughout their long and complicated history, have never included milk or cheese in their diets.  It’s only in the very recent past that dairy has been introduced as a daily food, and with it has come a rapid rise in health problems like obesity and breast cancer.” – The Kind Diet, Alicia Silverstone

Where women consume high-fat, animal-based diets, the American Dietic Association reports incidences of breast cancer at the highest.  In fact, “in countries where dairy is not consumed the incidence of breast cancer is so low as to be almost nonexistent.  Once women in those countries begin eating Western diets, however, their breast cancer rates increased eightfold.” – Kind Diet

So if you drop all animal products, these are the long-term benefits:
1.    More energy – Liver and kidneys work harder to digest – you are testing this right now!  Do you feel lighter?
2.    Clearer skin – Animal meat contains hormones
3.    Alleviation of chronic conditions, like arthritis – “80 percent of milk protein comes from casein, and casein is believed to aggravate arthritis.” –Freston

Not to mention, much lower risk of all the other diseases listed above.

When sugar is back on the menu, check out SoDelicious ice “cream” bars.  They are made with coconut milk and they are, well, SO DELICIOUS!  I make “Tofutti” cheese sandwiches (best if you combine with veggies – the taste isn’t exactly cheese) and pizza with Daiya shreds (still looking for a tastier brand, but it melts like cheese and holds the veggies on my pizza.)

Kathy writes:

Yes, this is a lot of information, “but with awareness comes resolve.  The more aware you are of why it’s so important to change the way you eat, the better you will be able to stick with the program.  With this knowledge under your belt, the cleanse will feel less like a restriction and more like the upgrade that it is.  And should you decide to maintain these upgrades after the completion of the cleanse, you will do so with the awareness that you have made a profound lifestyle choice with far-ranging, life-long positive benefits.”



Carrot Ginger Smoothie – Refreshing!


1 large carrot, cut into chunks
1 small apple, skin and core removed, cut into chunks
½ avocado
½ banana
Juice of ¼ to ½ lemon (depending on how lemony you want it)
About ½ inch fresh ginger
¼ cup chia gel
½ cup water

Blend together.  Add more water if too thick.  Enjoy!



Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Day 3: Get your OM on, then hop with John


Why the talk about meditation?  What is it anyways?

Kathy says, “Meditation is good for you physically, emotionally, and spiritually.  By making a regular practice of it, you can expect:

*Improvement in concentration and artistic abilities
*Improvement in performance levels in sports
*Increased ability to learn and communicate
*Profound relaxation
*A change in metabolism due to the lowering of biochemical by-products of stress
*Lowered heart rate and blood pressure
*Greater ease of respiration
*A feeling of being 'in tune' with your higher nature
*Greater insight and inspiration
*A more grounded approach and response to life’s challenges”

So really, why not try it? 

Making time for yourself “won’t make you a bad daughter or wife or mother; it will make you a less resentful, more confident, interesting, beautiful, patient, tolerant and fun person to be around.  Your bright, shining light will give everyone else around you the permission and inspiration to shine more brightly.  Love yourself enough to do whatever it takes to be the best you you can be.” –Skinny Bitch

Setting aside even one minute a day to breathe and close your eyes to embrace the quiet is a great start.  Close your eyes and count out ten breaths, focusing on the inhalations and exhalations.  That’s one minute.  As you get more comfortable, you can move to 5 minutes, playing soothing music.  Then eventually, maybe even 20.

According to Freston, “The best time is to sit with your eyes closed in the morning before you get going with your day.  This way, the rest of your day will be seeded for calm, centered, and inspired focus.”

And now for the food.  So far, we’ve had some delicious, hot and spicy meals.  In the interest of balance, it’s time to cool down a bit with a refreshing salad that’s easy to take with you on a busy day.

Today’s recipe, Hoppin’ John Salad, was introduced to me by the 21 Day Vegan Kickstart.  It’s one of my favorites!  A printable version, along with nutrition information, can be found here: Hoppin' John Salad.

Hoppin' John Salad
Makes about 10 1/2-cup servings
2 cups cooked black-eyed peas, or 1 15-ounce can black-eyed peas, drained
1 1/2 cups cooked brown rice
1/2 cup finely sliced green onions
1 celery stalk, thinly sliced (about 1/2 cup)
1 tomato, diced
2 tablespoons finely chopped fresh parsley
1/4 cup lemon juice
1 tablespoon olive oil (I used pumpkin seed oil, thinking of my cleansing girls in Croatia!)
1/4 teaspoon salt
1 - 2 garlic cloves, crushed

*(optional) I’m adding corn– ¼ cup, ½ of a yellow bell pepper, diced, and ½ cucumber, diced


Combine black-eyed peas, rice, green onions, celery, tomato, and parsley in a mixing bowl. In a small bowl, mix together lemon juice, oil, salt, and garlic and pour over the salad. Toss gently. Chill 1 to 2 hours if time permits.

If you don’t have all of the ingredients, just play around with similar ones.  I’ve made many variations of this depending on what’s on hand.  Always Delicious!



Monday, July 23, 2012

Day Two- Seriously? No Caffeine?

How was Day One for you?  Hopefully, you are feeling a little bit lighter as you are beginning to free your body of common toxins.

If you would like a really super-powered breakfast, try this smoothie:
1/4 avocado, 1 leaf rainbow chard (or kale, swiss chard, etc), 1/2 green apple, 1/3 banana (Frozen), 1 tsp fresh minced ginger, a squeeze of lemon, and chia seeds soaked in water (1/4 -1/2 cup). Blend well. It's really refreshing, surprisingly sweet, and gave me a nice energy boost.  Plus, that’s three servings of fruits and vegetables already!


As I’m writing this, I wish I could have a little sip of green tea to perk me up and help me focus just a tiny bit more.  The No Caffeine rule has been, and still is, the toughest one for me.  Why is it so important?

Kathy Freston shares that Caffeine:
  • Is a central-nervous-system stimulant
  • Affects perception, mood, and behavior
  • Raises dopamine, increasing feelings of pleasure, but depleting future stores of dopamine, making you need more and more
  • Blocks adenosine receptors, which calm you and help you sleep, leading to anxiety, restlessness, and inability to sleep (but it does not take away the need for sleep.)
  • Exhausts the body by stimulating adrenaline production, also raising cortisol (stress hormone)    Extended overuse of caffeine leading to stress fatigue and high levels of cortisol can lead to:  lowered thyroid function, cognitive problems, decreased bone density and muscle tissue, higher blood pressure, lowered immunity, raised inflammatory reaction in body
According to Freston, “The very things we take caffeine for – more energy and mental focus – are sacrificed over the long term by ingesting it.”

What to avoid:
Coffee, tea, caffeinated soda (or sodas with guarana), green tea
Energy drinks
Dark Chocolate
Coffee-flavored desserts
Medications containing caffeine

Enjoy:
Herbal tea
Decaf coffee

A warning, though – when I drank decaf coffee, I wanted real coffee and that led to one of my backslides…

And now for a recipe!

Spicy Basil Green Beans & Rice

1 Tablespoon toasted (dark) sesame oil
1 Tablespoon canola oil
1/2 teaspoon chipotle chili powder (optional)
½ to 1 pound green beans, trimmed
2 cloves garlic, minced
1 Tablespoon minced fresh ginger, or ¼ tsp dried ground ginger
1/3 cup reduced-sodium soy sauce, or tamari sauce
1 Tablespoon red chili paste (a little less if you don’t like spicy)
1 cup brown rice
¼ cup chopped peanuts
¼ cup chopped fresh basil
1 Tablespoon sesame seeds (optional)

1.    Cook rice according to package.  Before boiling, add a drop of sesame oil, some sesame seeds, and a couple drops of soy sauce (separate from ingredient measurements.)
2.    Heat the oils on medium-high heat in a wok or large skillet.  If using, add the chipotle chili powder and cook, stirring, for 15 seconds.
3.    Add the beans and cook, stirring constantly, until just beginning to soften, about 3 minutes.
4.    Add the garlic and fresh ginger (if using), and cook, tossing and stirring constantly, until beans are just tender, about 3 minutes. 
5.    Add the soy sauce, chili paste, and ground ginger (if using), and let come to a boil.  Cook for 30 seconds, tossing and stirring constantly.  Remove from heat, mix in half of the basil, and get ready to serve quickly.
6.    When rice is ready, mix in half of the fresh basil.
7.    Spoon the rice on the bottom, beans on top, then garnish with chopped peanuts.

*Adapted from The Gluten-Free Vegetarian Kitchen. Changed a bit by me.
Please note: Technically, soy sauce contains some gluten.  The ideal is to have the Tamari sauce, but if soy sauce is all you have, don't worry about it.  Progress, not perfection.

And finally, a meditation:

“Find a quiet spot and sit or lie down and close your eyes.  For at least ten breaths, drop down as deep into yourself as you can and connect to the part of you that wants to heal and flourish.  Feel the little buzz of magic that is getting stirred.” 

Think about why you are doing this cleanse.  Imagine yourself feeling lighter, happier, cleaner.  Be gentle with yourself and acknowledge that this is a big step- you are doing your best and are already doing better than last week.  Feel the pride in your commitment.

Use whatever time you can squeeze in – even letting these thoughts settle quietly as you breathe deeply is a good starting point. 

When I first did the cleanse, I would take 3 minutes out of my lunch break and close my eyes at my desk.  The main thing is to take some time to reflect and to let the good of the changes you are making settle in.

Sunday, July 22, 2012

Day One - Break Free from the Cravings!


Your cravings might be talking to you a little bit.  Maybe even more than a little.  This is not a time to make big decisions or to have life-determining meetings.  You might feel a little bit cranky as your addictions try to scream for your attention.  Your body wants its fix(es)!

Right now you are eliminating your usual craving triggers as you break out of your habits of eating and ways of thinking (or not thinking as you stuff your face… guilty here) about food.  We are more powerful than food, surely!  If you feel a caffeine headache, just think about how strong you are to give up a substance that has such a powerful hold over you.  After a few days, you will conquer it.  Give yourself a little hug for being awesome.

To be honest, I thought something was wrong with me when I first gave up caffeine.  Kathy said it would probably be a few days of headaches, but I had a full two weeks of excruciating headaches and feeling like I could fall asleep at any time.  I was wading through molasses just to get through the day.  Forget intelligent conversation.  Forget exercise.  I was wondering why I was doing it.  But then… I started sleeping beautifully, deeply.  The heightened sense of anxiety and irritability left me.  I could have a kind conversation with my husband before drinking my coffee.   I could even think creatively without coffee.  What?  It’s true.  Honestly, I danced back and forth with my temptress, coffee, for about nine months and now haven’t touched it for …drumroll please… two months.  See, I told you it’s a process.

The cravings and withdrawal will go away, I promise.  Just wait until week 3!  You’ll be feeling SO GOOD.
Now for the fun part- a delicious recipe that you can leave in the slow cooker and come home to a delicious, gluten-free, vegan meal!  No animals were harmed in the making of this meal.  Alcohol free, too!  Mmmm.

"No Hurry Vegetable Curry"

1 Tablespoon peanut oil
2 large carrots, sliced on a diagonal
1 medium yellow onion, chopped
3 garlic cloves, minced
2 Tablespoons curry powder
1 teaspoon ground coriander
1/4 teaspoon cayenne pepper
2 large Yukon gold potatoes, peeled and sliced  (I will be using about 10 small red potatoes)
8 ounces green beans, ends trimmed
One can Chickpeas (Garbanzo beans) - 15 oz, drained and rinsed (or dry soaked overnight)
One can diced tomatoes, 14.5 oz.
2 cups vegetable stock
1/2 cup frozen green peas, thawed (or fresh snow peas)
1/2 cup canned unsweetened coconut milk
salt

1. Heat the oil in a large skillet over medium heat.  Add the carrots and onion, cover, and cook until softened, about 5 min.  Add garlic, curry powder, coriander, and cayenne, stirring to coat.

2. Transfer the vegetable mixture to a slow cooker.  Add the potatoes, green beans, chickpeas, tomatoes, and stock cover, and cook on Low for 6 to 8 hours.
(If not using a slow cooker - perhaps boil or bake the potatoes prior and add in the last 5 minutes of sauteeing.  I would recommend cooking everything in a pan for about 1/2 hour so that the tomatoes can get less sour.  Since there is not the benefit of the tomatoes mellowing for hours, you may want to add a bit of agave nectar or approved sweetener that is NOT sugar or artificial flavoring.)

3.  Just before serving, stir in the peas and coconut milk and season with salt.  Taste to adjust the seasonings.

Borrowed from: Fresh From the Vegetarian Slow Cooker

Get Ready!


The Quantum Wellness Cleanse is “about choosing foods that don’t tax the body and make it work so hard; it’s about taking a break but not about starving.”

There will be challenges – family barbeques, anniversaries, weddings, etc.  This is not about perfection and punishment – if it’s really awkward not to drink a glass of champagne at a wedding or if you are at a family event where pasta is all that’s being served, then give yourself a break and get back on track with the next meal.  It’s a huge switch and you are still doing better than you were before, even if you have a diversion or two (or five…)

From my own experience, however, I do find that it’s easier for me to be as strict as possible.  If I have a piece of bread, then I find myself craving more bread at the next meal and it’s much harder to fight off the cravings.  I “treated” myself with a caramel mocha at the end of the cleanse one day and next thing I knew, I was drinking coffee every morning, anxious, and not sleeping well.  I had to go through the withdrawal headaches all over again to re-quit.  So be kind to yourself and do your best to stick with it.  It gets easier as you go.


It's not easy for me, either.  This is a picture of having ice cream after 6 months of not having any:
So you see, we're in this together.  : )

Okay, so finish that loaf of bread, have your last omelette for awhile, and stock up on gluten-free, sugar-free, vegan ingredients (I promise, you will find them and they’re yummy!)

(My last fried egg for awhile...)

So here we go, These are some of my favorite staples:
Tortilla chips (What diet? See!)
Hummus (If you like it spicy, mix with Sriracha – almost tastes cheesy!)
Decaffeinated herbal tea (Mint helps you focus, there is decaf chai, Yogi teas tell fortunes!)
Brown rice
Quinoa
Pasta made with brown rice/quinoa/corn
Potatoes
Oatmeal
Corn
Nuts & Seeds (almonds, walnuts, pumpkin seeds)
Peanut butter/almond butter (unsweetened, natural)
Vegan Mayo (I just tried Veganaise –it was not bad!)
Vegan Butter (Earth Balance or Smart Start are good)
Tofu
Pasta sauce
Lots of veggies!  (Summer squash, cucumbers, tomatoes, avocadoes, garlic, broccoli, green beans, etc)
Salad (Lettuce, cabbage, spinach)
Almond milk
Coconut Milk
Agave Nectar (or Stevia, if you prefer)
Fresh herbs (basil, flat-leaf parsley, cilantro, fresh ginger root)
Popcorn
Vegetarian broth
Extra virgin Olive Oil

And an ingredients list for recipes that will be posted in the next few days in case you need some inspiration:
First recipe for slow cooker:
Carrots (at least 2 - they are great to cut up and snack on, too)
yellow onion
garlic
curry powder
ground coriander
ground cayenne pepper
organic potatoes (at least 2 large)
green beans (at least 8 oz or more)
chickpeas/garbanzo beans (one can or dried ones that you've soaked overnight)
one can diced tomatoes
1 can vegetable stock (about 2 cups)
frozen peas
coconut milk (1 can)


Second Recipe:
Brown rice
sesame oil
1 pound green beans
garlic
fresh ginger (or dried, but fresh ginger root is best by far)
chipotle chili powder
tamari sauce (or soy sauce)
Chinese chili paste

Message me if you have any questions!  Can't wait to start this journey with you!

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Want to Refresh Your Digestive System?



I've decided that I will be doing Kathy Freston's 21-Day Quantum Wellness Cleanse beginning on Monday, July 23rd. 

I've done this cleanse before and it's a great way to refresh your digestive system.  It gives your body a break from all of the things that contain the most toxins and use up all of the energy for digestion.  These items are:
  • Caffeine
  • Alcohol
  • Gluten
  • Animal Products
  • Sugar

Some of the changes you can expect, according to the author are:
  • More energy
  • Clearer skin and eyes
  • Weight Loss
  • Cessation of certain aches, pains, and digestive ailments
  • Release from addictive habits
  • A profound and deepened awareness of your personal power and the effect you have in the world

Would you like to join me?  I would love to set up a Facebook page for the cleanse and we can share triumphs and struggles.  This cleanse is pretty hard core, but I can attest that it makes you feel lighter mentally, physically, and spiritually.  Plus, it's only 21 days!

If you don't want to buy the book, I can share tips and helpful facts from the author to guide you through.

This is the cleanse that led me to a (mostly) vegan lifestyle because I felt so good.  Whether you've ever wanted to flirt with being a vegetarian or not, this cleanse is just good for your body because it resets your system.  It also helps you identify emotional connections to certain foods and free yourself, if necessary.

Please feel free to either comment on the blog, Facebook, or Google + and I will invite you to the Cleanse page.

Be kind to your body and give it a break.  Plus, I'd love for some friends to join me! 

Thursday, July 5, 2012

A Runner's Journey

Blinding pain greeted me yesterday morning.  I lifted my head from the pillow to find a knife in my neck, throbbing waves of agony up and down through my shoulder, dancing down to my low back.  All I did was try to look right.

All day, normal tasks became monumental; I cried while putting dishes in the dishwasher and struggled even to sit up with my head in an upright position.

And then the memories come flooding back:

Looking in the rearview mirror to see the little yellow car moving too fast towards me.  The sound of metal on metal.  Quitting my job as a preschool photographer in Texas because I could no longer lift my 200 pound studio and moving into my mom’s basement in Ohio.  The knife that stayed lodged in my back despite the giant cortisone shots straight into my spine (6 times!), physical therapy, ice, heat, rinse, repeat, acupuncture (oh god, there are needles in my face), stretches, pain pills while I dragged myself through 50 hours a week as a temp with no days off, being told I would never be a runner again, the strawberry kisses and peanut butter cups that became the only ones I confided in, the depression, the isolation, the despair.  Nothing helped for years.  "But I'm so young!  Surely, it will just go away one day..."

Years of chiropractic care, sickness - withdrawal from the pills, ignoring the doctor’s advice to keep taking them forever, reclaiming my body, my mind – finally finding relief – slowly, so very slowly.  After 8 years of daily pain, pushing myself to run again, taking motrin every day, ice, working out twice a day, ice again, spinning classes, yoga classes, running my first 5k, then my first 10k with tears of joy, feeling strong and happy, lifting weights, feeling heroic, finally moving out of pain…

For about 4 months. 

THEN… the sound of metal yet again, looking up to see the black car to my right that had just pushed me into oncoming traffic.  The thought, “no, please no…” the pain instantly returning, again the slow- why does it have to be so slow?- healing.  Pouring all of my time and money again into the chiropractor, yoga, massages, yoga therapy…

Now, 1.5 years later, the thrill of running a mile again.  2 miles.  3.1.  Training for another 10k.  Growing strong through yoga, stretching every day, staying focused – it takes so much focus to run out of this pain- getting ready for a 4 mile run next Saturday…
And now another little set back.  I hope I can still run next Saturday.  Next year.  In 20 years. 

Keep going.  Keep pushing.  Tomorrow will be better.  Ice.  Motrin.  And… smile.  It’s been worse.  I’m growing strong again.  I’ve learned so much.


Why run?  Because I can.  When my body lets me, it feels like flying, like freedom.  After herniated discs and whiplash, it makes me feel like a superhero.  Just like I told my 2nd graders before running my first 10k, "You can do anything."